i think it just hit me hard how much LJL means to us, despite her being a coach with us for a mere 6months.

i recall how the few of us were mass convo-ing with her when she broke the news and how we silently teared in front of our computers.
i recall how subsequent training sessions were, where everyone grew silent when she was mentioned.

well, now most of the speedi ppl are in malaysia. LJL's there. im sure those left here in singapore would do anything to go to penang just to see her (right, pris?).

then there are times when she appears in my dreams. i just dreamt of her two days in a row. first one was sad, second was happy and full of hugs. nat cried in bed last night till about 1 just thinking of her. idk what other withdrawal symptoms the others have but it sure says alot.

Hou's been away for quite some time now. i do hope she's coming back. but its funny how we miss Long so much more than we miss Hou. maybe cos we know HJL will still be with us. thats just how we take things for granted in life.

from the bottom of my heart,
i miss LJL. alot.