i sincerely salute Torres.
what was i thinking three years back? i gave up Torres for Ronaldo. hehe.

on a more serious note, i think there's smth wrong with the parenting style at home haha. we should just let be, cos we'll realise and understand better hopefully when we come to jc. because thats when i start to see life from a different perspective. it may be overwhleming at first but then you start to form your own set of beliefs and you try your best to follow them. when that happens, i can safely say im ready to face the world. but well of course, i havent reached that stage yet.

i'd say im still a childish immature being stuck in a seventeen year old body haha. i havent seen life. i havent seen singapore. much less the world. i want to be seven again.

watching manutd play ytd made me realise how the preparation and buildup for smth is so important and that even when all odds are against you, you just need that little something to make you believe again that there is still hope. it may take the form of anything but at the end of the day, you are victorious.

i swear this is hilarious. i was reading MLIA and decided to urban dictionary my name. i'll pick a few definitions to put here haha.

- usually a name for a person that is a walking Goddess (AHHA!). gorgeous to the maximum, fun to talk to, easy to befriend with a sexy booty. often pulls off the innocent act but she gets around.

-a feminate name created in the Antebellum South that was popular among African slaves. Samantha is a combination of the Arabic/African name Samad and the Greek suffix -antha which put together means eternal flower. samantha is a beauiful name and its meaning is often listed incorrectly in baby name books.

and then i went to urban dictionary my surname.

-a common chinese last name, is better than any other family in the world.

-the state of being a lazy, tired, retard without a life. commonly used to describe overly lazy people or horrifyingly retarded people.

(haha the contradiction)

-the most offensive word that exists in the english language. (what the chen! ahahhaha this is funny)

i think i've just found something to occupy my time other than ppl and other seemingly more pressing matters haha :)

im happy today :) mainly cos i've seen the nicer side of my mother and this made me realised that its possible ahhaa. there's a loving and understanding mum under that devil that screams and shouts everyday O.o i swear she NEVER pats me on the back but thats what she did today to congratulate me. and this is after she yelled at me on the phone when i called her in school -.-

i cant smile. it sucks not to smile :) the op itself wasnt painful it started to hurt after i came home. so bad i went to sleep. i foresee nocturnal behaviour tonight hehe.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
- to make up for being unable to smile :)

i can feel the strings of my stitches in my mouth its quite annoying :( 21 pills aday how imba is that O.o i hope i die from drug overdose :)

class chalet ytd was fun despite not staying over.. some of the guys are assholes really but nvm haha we're still a class :)

anyway, we reached there early and were waiting for lailing to come so we walked around.
yingting: eh is that a JAGUZZI?!
annabel and me: HAHAHAHAH NOOOOOOOO

i think she caught the bigini bug from ris low -.- haha my class.

OVEROVEROVEROVEROVEROVEROVEROVER.
:D

but that means trng again :( im going to die :( i havent gone for so long :(

i want to play pool.
i want to watch (500) days of summer.
i want to study (O.o i know right. but there's nothing to do now).
i want to go to disneyland :( (someone bring me there please).

'tonight' and 'hate that i love you' is stuck in my head >:/