why is everything and everyone so screwed up. AAG gathering is now cancelled :O :((((( earlier in the year JO one was cancelled too. why oh why :( and i want to go for trng but i have so much to catch up on i dont feel like studying anymore.

home doesnt feel like home. i missed the times in japan in the hotel before national day where we would just sit around and start singing singapore songs together and just go on and on and on. the bond that we shared, i hope it lasts. everyone's all split up now we should have combined trngs every now and then la. everyone's crumbling under this nostalgia :(

stacey: please please please take care of yourself and cherish yourself. there's alot of people out here who actually care for you. let go of the past, i know its hard, but you've got to come to terms with it someday. you still have a very long way to go in synchro and studies and of course in life! think of all the friends you've made, treasure them and enjoy every minute of your life. when things get hard and you dont feel too good, turn to God, He'll always help you. so please take care and we all love you <3>
to everyone else: really, just cherish everyone around you and enjoy their company and all. life is just too short for regrets seriously. life is never easy, we all know.

my life is already full of regret and that feeling really sucks.