ok i've thought about it. couldnt stop crying just now but i have chem spa tmr i need to compose myself. havent had the mood to study ever since i returned from japan. the news today just dug another big empty hole on top of what i alr had inside me, its painful.

LJL has let me read the email, im sorry i cant disclose much from it but i feel super uneasy reading the email. philip praises himself nonstop i feel injustice for long. at least i think now i can better understand where long is coming from and maybe she's right. she'll probably feel happier back in china, not tied down by her boss here in singapore. so i really wish her all the best but we're really going to miss you. considering you probably wont be a synchro coach anytime soon, we wont be able to see you in competitions. maybe the next time we go for competition and meet the hk team, we'll ask the coach to intro you to some other country's clubs just so we can meet :)

these are going to be few of my favourite photos ever.



you've really been an awesome coach, there's nothing more i can say <3