holy shit. im not supposed to be blogging. tried resisting. cant stand it :( so much shit has happened, on top of the horrendously, tremendously, terrible o levels >:/ i hate it, i really do. freedom's in slightly more than a weeks time. i cant wait. i want to hit the pool again. im going to train my ass off. national team, here i come! i must and will make it to JO,AAG, and hopefully fina world too next year :) synchro's bombarding my thoughts, i cant study properly :(

as much as i'd like o's to be over, i dont really like the thought of going for band to practice again :( i've lost my embochure, i'd prolly have to learn merry widow all over again :O and missing MO cos of japan trip certainly doesnt make me feel better. since MO's been chosen as one of the 'trials' for fina world and JO :/ i just hope they'll excuse me. im so going to lose weight after o's. just last week i finally found the courage to step onto the weighing machine and i almost fainted.

premier league's been really crazy with really crazy scores. im still happy nonetheless :) football brightens up my day. i secretly support liverpool and yes, boy am i happy they defeated chelsea :D saw a liverpool jacket that day. fell in love with it but decided i wouldnt like walking around and be regarded as a pools fan so dad's decided to get me a manutd one instead :D the only problem, i havent seen one :( liverpool goods are classic. and im going to get a pools jersey someday :) just someday. haha

crap, ss is tmr and im still confused with all my formats. wanted to call my one-and-only-day-before-exam-phone-partner, aqila, but was too lazy to. maybe i'll call you tmr, alright :)

(you know who you are), dont think too much about it for now, concentrate on o's. we'll power together, right right :) just face it when it comes to you, listen to your heart when making decisions. most of the time, you wont be wrong. everything will be alright.