its been ages since i've blogged, i dont even rmb typing those previous posts :O oh yes. one thing, my memory's failing me like nobody's business and o's is just about a month away!! just have to hope that my mind will be intelligent enough to create storage space for more information which i'll be squeezing in in no time :D

anyway, there like a million and one things i wanted to blog about but i till i'll just rant on a particular thing for now. uncle philip went knocking on sports school's door two years back i think. when he wanted to everyone to go into sports school as a team. well, that didnt come true but now that crystal's been accepted in there, he's trying to pull steph in too. im not sure if its good or bad but as pris has said, i think our team is in a mess. i rmb being really eager to transfer to sss but then again idk if synchro's what i really want to do for probably the next ten years of my life. dr will asked me that day "so will you be at the 2012 olympics?". i just laughed and say no. then he asked me what was my goal in synchro and i just stared and him, i really dk. he said he'd be 'disappointed' if i hadnt competed in big games by the next couple of years. i guess i'll be too. but the point is, up till now, i dont really know if synchro's for me. well yes, there have been times where you really feel the pride and passion but this feeling has just been a come and go thing. philip came to our house to collect some documents that day, apparently for steph's sss transfer. he spoke to my mum, overheard the convo, and im even more confused now. i dont seem to do well in anything i've tried so far :/ maybe they should have a programme where ppl help you to find your forte. haha. that'll save loads of time. then again, if she really gets into sss, really become a world-class athlete, really beat malaysia in sea games, and somehow really get to take part in the olympics, then i'll be happy. but then again, theres the other side to everything. for at least 4 years, you'll have no life. it'll be eat, sleep and train. just like michael phelps :D thats what makes him. the determination and drive which i find it extraordinary and amazing. no doubt synchro is a tough-like-shit sport, which makes becoming a world class athlete even harder. haiyer ok enough of that, my head's spinning >:/

on a lighter note, let's talk about the olympics :D stupid prelims had to clash with the olympics so most of my revision time has been spent 'revising' swimming and table tennis :) basically the whole olympics. i watch absolutely anything thats showing. even some sports which i dont understand like taekwando -.- haha. so the teachers better not blame us for getting lousy results. well i alr know i got a 'c' for physics and mr yau told me in the face that i underperformed. oh yes, i swear steph's insane. she calls tao li her 'power supply'. ok fine, i gave her that name. just because she touched tao li's hand, (which i beg your pardon, is just passing of the lane ropes -______-) she's been going on and on about how she's given her so much power and everything. haha. then at the olympics, tao li didnt win in the finals, she was like 'oh no, i stole her power, no wonder she cannot win' -__- haha anyway, but as a matter of fact, steph's been phenomenal in swimming laps now. she's insane, faster than me, faster than priscilla, the fastest. haha but then again, pris and i havent been trng for AGES so thats not counted :) STEPH WATCH OUT! we'll come back and get you!! XD anyway, olympics was amazing. michael phelps, ryan lochte, aaron piersol, usain bolt, feng tianwei, thomas daley, zhang yining.. etc etc. omg im melting. haha. watching singapore vs korea in table tennis was the best! watching michael phelps was DA BOMB! haha, but sadly, there's many things which i didnt get to catch cos of annoying prelims >:/

that aside. speedi is crumbling, we seldom even talk to each other anymore, not to mention not going for trng. there's lets see.. FINA world championships in rome, AAG in japan, and japan open next year. the trials for selections are starting. which is terrible because theres one on 4 oct, which i hope timings wont clash with graduation :/ but thats not the worst, we're sposed to do a tech duet which sjl claims we only need 2 to 3 lessons. i think she needs to realise our minds are quite occupied with o level content :( i miss synchro, really. im like shitbomb in the water now. but nvm.

ok, lets talk about football again :) the season has started for quite some time now but i havent been following as closely as last time. no time, no mood. all i know is manchester united is kinda declining this season. as much as i hate to admit it, i swear manutd CANT do without ronaldo :/ please please, oh please come back for chelsea! we desperately need a win. i really pity VDS and wes brown for the defeat last night against liverpool. they must be feeling terrible :( i owe dad $1 haha. CATHLIN ANABELLA!! YOU OWE ME TEN BUCKS FROM LAST SEASON!! you have to pay up no matter what. haha :) guess all i can say now is, good luck man utd, keep the faith <3

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